MOST AMAZING GUY EVER!!!!!11-23-09

and he is mine after 8 years im talking to jeff again and now we are going out after only a day. He is so sweet and i actually think all my friends would approve of him because he is nice and better then a lot of the guys that i have dated....YAY!!!!!

SUMMER!!!!09

has been great so far...which explains why i havent been on here in a long while. lets see um im trying out for volleyball, getting contacts, to an extent im in a relationship, i quit smoking completely, met a great guy who is a great friend, went to north carolina, got a job, went up north, got a tan, camped, and hung out with multiple people...my dad fiinally caved and im having a prty this week, still in the process of inviting people, working tomorrow, going shopping for school and homecoming...again, ut'll be like my third dress...pathetic rite?well there is this guy who is kinda the relaionship guy who i knew as a total jerk but we've been talking and we plan on getting together and like i havent gone a day without talking to him in over a cuple weeks now, and its kinda intense and wierd but i kinda like the guy, and even b4 that i had already broken my pact with casie about the no guy thing but i told her part of the truth and telling her the rest the next time that i see her which should be next week during tryouts...other then all of that my life is pretty good and sadly i still cant wait for school o well i guess my summer couldnt be perfect l8r!!!

Oppisites....SUCK!!!

Well lets see...My ex-boyfriend is quite possibly the greatest person I've ever met and is still one of my best friends...This summer was supposed to be amazing for me and I still want it to be. But the fact that for once I still am good friends with one of my ex's, I don't want to ruin in. I'm not gonna regret anything that has happened anymore because its my life and if people want to judge me for my past and things they don't understand its their problem...Now I get ungrounded at home on Tuesday and after my daily walking thing with Gavin and Mackenzie I'm gonna drop off Cassie's birthday present. Then I am just gonna hang out with who ever I can for the rest of the week, Somewhere in there I have plans to hang out with Anthony and we have finally reached some sort of friendship ground...JUST friends, I think. But I still don't know if hanging out with him alone is something I can be good at because I still have well-oh screw it...I still love the kid!!!But I can't put my life on hold for him any longer but I don't want to hurt any body else by leading them on or anything because I might not be able to hang out with him alone without...anyways I dont wanna be a cheater. Not to mention, the sudden shitiness off the fact guys keep asking me out and I keep saying no for all the reasons above...I just want to be 100% sure I'm over Anthony because right now I'm only 67% which could go all the way back to zero if I ever kiss him again which might happen, if he wants it to because I lost a bet and the prize is technically still in effect and will be for a while. YAWN ok I'm tired so night everyone!!!!

against all odds

im DONE with everything...screw memphis, screw family, screw stupid ass holes, and screw fucking life. im over everything and i have all summer to practice so when u see me at school no ones gonna fucking no what happened except for the stupid ass hole who finally pushed me over the edge...bcuz i just cant take it anymore i would rather die then go on living life how i have been lately. friends dont ask what happened bcuz i will only get more pissed just go along with it. 2009 will be the year to remember bcuz amy is moving on from all the stupid pathetic drama of fucking life...if anyone has anything to say to me then say it to my face insted of hiding behind my back. and if u talk shit about any of my friends ur ass will be black and blu cuz im not holding back anything. and imma tell u the truth straaight out...no rumors, secrets or bullshit and i plan on staying single until my birfday, im not even gonna have friends with benefits its all or nothing and nothing until my birfday have a nice summer everyone and ill see u in the fall...and anna ill see u in a cuple weeks when i return your dress!

been a while

oh yeah it definately has but I have news on most topics. Mainly these:

1. Tyler...i have come to realize is just using me and needs to go die(meaning ive 100% completed the getting over him stages)
2. School...sucks ass, i am passing but i have one section of summer school this year. but i officially hate high school
3. Guys...are kinda stupid mainly one that I have really never got over and I really dont expect to any time soon but I am gonna try because i dont need him and hes deffinately put me through a lot even if he didnt mean 2
4. Love...is a strange word and ive been talking to this guy lately and yeah i kno i have a thing about switching from this guy to that but i really am starting to like this guy... he is smart, athletic, he makes me laugh even when im grumpy, he is cute, funny, sweet, and makes me feel like im really special!!!

Bipolarness much

Wow my posts have seriously been like really bipolar lately...anyway I'm going out with Mikey now....YAAAAAAAY I love him so much and the cool thing is that no one new I liked him before the day that he asked me out...I am good!And you know what I don't care what people say because I love him and he may not be the hottest guy out there but still I love him!!!!That and I realize I seriously didn't have a life a couple weeks ago and then the whole shit with Justin and then I hung out with Kayelyn and Taylor and Erin and Damon...I was barely home all week and I didn't have shit planned that had to do with school....so yeah Ill be happy for a while now and Damn do I enjoy it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEWLY FOUND HATE...

I cant trust anyone anymore...I have to be the stupidest/sluttiest little whore ever!I hate my life right now and I probably will for a while. And to the people who made me feel like this they need to go die the most painful death ever...like poosible being choked with their own penis that was castraighted and then burned before they take their last breathe....nothing could calm me down at this point...FUCK MY LIFE...YOU...AND EVERTHING TO DO WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!