I swear to god I might kill myself before Monday. I miss everyone like crazy and it doesn't help that my parents think I'm medically depressed and needs medication...Well I guess that I have been kinda depressed this last week. So much has happened to me that I couldn't control. I've maybe gotten close to three hours of sleep for the past four nights and I'm always freezing. Normally I have naturally strange dreams and now I've had the same one multiple times it is starting to scare me. Special thanks to Anna S. because of her wisdom I learned something that is probably the cause of my traumatic dreams(Baaaah). There has only been two people that I truly want to talk to and not being able to is getting really annoying. Sometimes I wish that I would have just stayed with Chadd to make my life easier. With him it was a lot simpler even with the scarier possibilities of what my life would be right now. I don't want school to start and I don't want break to continue...
I just don't know what to do...I have to make a change in pattern because it's starting to hurt way to much.
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ok ya. u deff need to explain to me wht is exactly is goin on WHAT WISDOM???? I HAVE THT??? wow im impressed wit my self. If things at school get bad ill personally help beat the shit out of some ppl. just let me kno. r u having dreams bout the baaaah?????
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